“On Repeat”

How fucking useless and abused

Lifeless, letdown and confused

(and all I hear is you)

Which I used to accept

Now I quietly refuse 

In repetitions that bleed

You made me crazy, mentally diseased

Burned all of my bridges in telepathy

“Hurts doesn’t it?”, and

You never really needed me

Never really gave me peace

Always smiling with something left up your sleeve

Another constant lost in the web of consistency

How can I trust what might not come easy?

Now I’m starting to remember why I need to retreat

In protective stances I used up all my second chances

With one, now somehow, four charges deep

I’m losing my mind in a melody on repeat

Court preparations, and g


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